WHY ME?!!!

Why me lord, why me? I’m the filthiest human you will ever see Yet you chose me, why? You needed a love story I gave you a lust series Yet you pressed forward; why? You wanted a masterpiece to be proud of I gave you an error to be ashamed of But you weren’t bothered: why? You made a jar made of gold looking so beautiful I’m dazed at your love towards me Told you to get lost, but you came close

The question isn’t “Why me Lord, why me?” In fact the question is why it shouldn’t be me Since you decided to keep chasing And I got into the jail of sin thinking you will stop Not knowing that I was trapping myself You came melting down the bars Just to set me free and become the sin That you may conquer it and bring it to subjection I stood there smiling, wondering why you would Trade your robe for dirt; stooping so low And you would one day ascend so high Now I can boldly stand before the king In a place filled with glory and honour This is one place that amazes me daily I offered to be a slave that I may continually see But he said you are a son but a child that needs to be trained So he sent me to serve that I may one day see As the son seats at the right hand of the father After facing this persecutions with joy and patience I’m tired of asking why me cause I have the answer He is Love and that’s why I ponder At the courage given to me to be able to say Why not me? For I am now born of Love

Admonition

What is what is this world turning to? Sexual immorality has become the way of life Morality is dead and corruption is a forest The father of light and truth is deserted People blame Him for the evil Forgetting it is our greed that brought war and murder He rescued us and returned the source of our freedom; Freewill, it is the benefit slaves don't enjoy His love for us makes him go extra mile; Yet we are never grateful All we do is complain and give excuses When we slip and injure, we ask Him why it happened But if He opens our eyes; we will know we could have died from that slight fall He is so faithful even when we are faithless He could have snatched us and forced us to worship Yet he wants a genuine relationship from us; one we don’t cherish He could have forced us to worship and praise him 24/7 Yet he gave us dominion and authority freely This is a generation filled with ingrate; A generation filled with lust and hatred This is a Generation that doesn’t reference the maker Even for the fact that they know they can’t do without Him They forget that four things brought man in being Yet was impossible to function without a being Word, Authority, Love, Divinity Are all useless without God

For God said {the Word} And God commanded {His Authority} For God {Loves} the world And God is Eternal {Divinity} That is why all we have exist For nothing exist outside the creator That made His son the mediator To die for us the creation Yet man fell to dust Dragging the world to a curse Making our righteousness filthy rags But God in His mercy Decided to show compassion Thereby creating redemption That is gotten through salvation He could outlive us bringing an end to our lives Because He pre-existed existence He lives outside time but communicates in time He decided to make us His responsibility Not because it was a necessity But because it was out of charity Yet we return to our futility that brings nothing but vanity I therefore urge you tonight To make your incense rise Surrendering as a sacrifice For what God wants is not so much Of your time and attention Neither is it all of your time and attention What God want is YOU!!! Just as you are the centre of your life So is He the centre of life And so he can’t control your heart Until it becomes His heart That is the mystery of self- denial For at this point will you be still And at this point will He be God in you Only then will there be an overflow of His presence!!! Lord, I look up and marvel at your greatness Because I wasn’t a match for your holiness For words can’t comprehend your majesty, Because you are glorious in dynasty If I say I can do without you Or say you’ve not been merciful Then I deceive myself greatly Because I know you are mighty

Writing this right now; I’m short of words And I can’t but add that I’m lost in thoughts I rather switch to meditations than to gallivant You are not explore-able; you are adorable That is why Heavens and earth adore you And the angels bow before you “You are brighter than the sun” is an under statement Because the angels cover their faces with velvet I, your creation am a marvel; yet I tend to travel For I fear you may cease me from social pleasure Not knowing you want to show me real pleasure Tonight, I surrender and give everything to you Withholding nothing because I have seen it all as vanity Today, I bow before the Elohim; that placed the earth before him Today, I ask that you lead me where my trust is without boarders That I may walk upon the waters as I ponder and wonder on the journey Tonight, I ask for your power and grace as I submit willing for this race And here is my final word, Have Your Way!!!

Men Also Lose Their Virginity

Have we ever wondered why people disgrace And insult the ladies who lose their virginity But guys are always kept out of the picture If there was a technology to determine If guys were virgins, it would be of No wonder to fined out that there would be Little or no virgins Though there are no scientific ways to prove it; We can logically expatiate on this fact But first, permit me to define virginity in this manner Virginity is not just the pride to show good upbringing But also the protective seal that makes you ignorant To something that can or would definitely hurt you If sperm was be a guy’s virginity then I would say We are the cheapest to manipulate to lose it We lose it to ourselves, to videos and most times To ladies who are smart enough to make us lose it to their laps And to others who may us lose it to them anally And weirdly also to guys (although i don’t know How they get attracted to each other) But seriously what’s the point? Apart from the fact guys would hail you What next? It takes five minutes or less to get it out of you; A minute or less to to be hailed by guys And days of regret for every doing what you did Wait!!! Permit to recap a bit to the point i said What next? Think about it, or perhaps sperm is our virginity; Think about it Ladies are pressured by friends to mature and become a lady It takes close to thirty minutes for a lady to be horny And then five minutes or less to lose blood Afterwards, they are hailed by their friends for few seconds And then are left alone to go through the regret that last for days Especially when guys make jest of them after the event And they are traumatized till they leave the environment So think about it, we (both genders) have a virginity to keep The only difference is that the lady can’t get it back But the guys always have it refilled in hours This is why i don’t think it is fair Once the mistake is made; we have countless Opportunity to make it right

Purpose of School

Most times I sit and I wonder the purpose of school. After going through history both by learning and stories; I realised that school was not relevant neither was it important. Going back in the days when our ancestors were scavengers and they ate whatever they see edible; be it good or bad so far it could fill the hunger crying out in them.

It was due to their search for food that made them begin to till the ground in order to find out if there was anything profitable in it. After a while; out of curiosity they decided to cut part of the food and replant it to see if it will grow again; and that was how farming was born.

It was born out of innovation and ideas, out of risk taking, out of disappointment sometimes and loss of resources. All this became their experience and knowledge in which they got and shared to their younger ones through stories. When their younger ones were come of age; they would learn through their parent, who would take them along when they were going to work and so gradually; division and specialisation of skill in labour came to be.

All this process and sequence in life was what gave birth to education and knowledge. I would define education in my own word as the process of teaching people what you know due to the experience you have had in your journey through life while knowledge is the understanding gotten from education and also trying to create your own experiences through innovation and ideas, risk taking, disappointment and sometimes loss of resources.

I see school as a building owned by education broken into different section in order to uphold division and specialisation of skill in labour. I see school as a training ground with so many commandants heading different section who are there for only one purpose; to inflict memories of pain and laughter, to strip you naked of things you got as a gift and make you work to get things you can proudly call your own.

I see school as a place where you mind your own business but not act as an island, a place where you get education for you and not because you want to join the family business. I see school as a place for you to be broken into pieces and make you feel abandoned so that you will learn to be independent.

I see school as a prison made to discipline you so as to present you back to life as a matured man. I see school as a place to present you with tough challenges of life and leave you to solve it by consulting the inner man in you called your mind.

I don’t see school as a place of competition nor a place that cares about your degree neither does it care about the grade you leave it but what it cares about is how you can bring solution to problems; how you can teach people to task their mind and how you can not only meet the demands of people but learn to serve them in humility; it also teaches you to be independent even if you don’t work for anyone and in quote “learn to be relevant in life”.

Taking A Risk

Most times the reason for our frustration is because we were too scared to take a risk. I don’t know where to start from but I will try and make a beginning. Life is a place filled with inevitable risk.Most workers these days are not satisfied with the work they are doing; not because they are over ambitious but because they are not doing what they have passion for.

Some of them try to change but they can’t because society has no budget or job opportunity for what they want to do; well here is one question, why can’t you take the risk to start it up as a business. See, talent or passion is not about the financial income alone but also about the inward satisfaction. Unfortunately, society has made it seem like if you are not successful, then you have no voice in the nation. This is the reason why the rich keep getting rich and the poor remain poor. The society is being over flooded with the highly respected occupation that is why there is high rate of unemployment and no certainty of undergraduates to get jobs when the finish yet they don’t want to take the risk to invest in the uncommon but productive aspect.  

Every human is so ambitious that they don’t like to be said no to. Well most times, the No is said to them because sometimes the people that tell them no don’t see the seriousness and passion in what you are proposing to do; you need to show them your commitment. Permit me to bring out a scenario in what I’m explaining; you have a friend who happens to be extremely close to you yet you have feelings or rather you are in love with her but you tend to fight this emotions because you are scared of losing her should in case she says no because maybe she doesn’t feel the same way but at the same time, there is no way you would know how she feels except you take the risk.

You tend to keep your feelings and watch another guy approach her and then she accepts then you being to feel so guilty and blame yourself for not taking the risk when you had the chance. Did you think your parents just met and started dating? No, your dad had to take the risk. And what makes you think that your mother is the first and only girl he expressed his feelings for? It is very rare for that to be the case. It is only relationships that circumstances brought them together that don’t end well.

Sometimes, parents are the reason for the in-satisfaction that their children face. Setting down profession careers before the child is even birthed and so when the child grows, he can’t do anything about it. It is true that sometimes children may not be able to choose what they want to do but it is not your duty to force to do what they don’t want to but it is your duty to guide them through what they want to do, sometimes this may call for tough decisions but still the most important thing is that you should try and understand you children. It is not all children that talks too much that are to be lawyers; they can also be teachers.

I hope I have haven’t made people misunderstand me or make children rebellious against their parent. Whatever your parents do to you, it is because they love you and want to discipline you to be great. All I’m just trying to say is learn to take a risk and know that it is not all no’s you should feel bad at because some are for the greater good.